C141 Noncommittal
C141 Noncommittal
After saying that, Qiu Tong seemed to have thought of something. She turned around and looked at me: "Yi Ke, you're not going home for the new year?"
"The journey is too long, I can't afford to waste it. I'm not going back!"
Qiu Tong looked at me as if she didn't believe me at all and said, "You're worried that Yun will be lonely here, aren't you? You stayed here to celebrate the New Year for the sake of the clouds, right? "
I didn't say anything, I didn't say anything.
Qiu Tong looked at me for a moment, then stood up.
I nodded and went with Qiu Tong to the doctor.
The doctors quickly arranged for nurses to bring in a bunch of advanced testing equipment to test the functions of the various organs of the cloud and to conduct a thorough physical examination.
Finally, the results came out. The doctor said to us with a relaxed expression, "The results showed that the patient's index is almost the same as an ordinary person, and the sensitivity of the nerve endings throughout the body is almost the same as an ordinary person's. During this period of time, touch therapy proves that the effect is very good.
Qiu Tong and I were both happy to hear that. Qiu Tong eagerly asked the doctor, "Doctor, tell me, when will she wake up?"
"This is hard to say. Perhaps, the patient will wake up at any time, especially when faced with strong external stimuli." The doctor said, "In short, the patient now seems to have reached a final stage in her life. As long as she can stimulate the central tactile brain at the end, she may become a completely healthy person. This is just like launching a rocket, which almost ignited it. The key question is when will this fire be ignited and if we can find the critical point to ignite it. "
After the doctor left, I thought about what he had said, and Qiu Tong seemed to be thinking about it too.
After a while, Qiu Tong sat down beside Yun Li. She held Yun Xiao's hand and gently caressed it as she said, "Little girl, have you slept enough for a long time? Sis looks forward to waking up one day earlier and going back to work one day earlier. "Good girl, don't sleep anymore. Hurry and wake up."
I stood behind Qiu Tong with a messy mood. After a while, I said to Qiu Tong, "Boss Qiu, it's getting late. Go back and rest early. Take good care of your body." "Don't be too conflicted!"
Qiu Tong heard my words and her body trembled for a moment. Then she let go of Yun Yun's hand and stood up, looking at me. What was there to be conflicted about? What do you mean by that? "
I suddenly realized that I had said too much and hurriedly said, "Yes, yes, I was thinking too much. I mean, I hope that Boss Qiu will have a good body and a good mood."
Qiu Tong silently looked into my eyes, I feel very guilty, do not dare to look Qiu Tong in the face.
Qiu Tong let out an extremely soft sigh and continued, "Thank you, Yi Ke. I will be going first."
After saying that, Qiu Tong left the ward. I walked to the door of the ward and looked at the figure of Qiu Tong's back as she gradually left the corridor. That figure looked so lonely and desolate at the moment.
My heart sank and I sighed deeply.
I know that in Qiu Tong's heart, for a long time, even for eternity, she will never forget the ethereal Guest in the virtual world. She is such a loving woman, yet she is also so rational.
I knew that in the course of her life, in the vast world she lived in, some things, talking about the past, had really passed, just like those floating white clouds in the sky, never coming back after the past, never leaving a trace.
There were some things, no matter how many times she said them, they would never be able to get past them. She would always find it hard to get past that hurdle, and from the bottom of her heart, the old and scarred memories would always emerge. Those sorrows and sorrows that had been silent for a long time would surge out to strike at her scarred memory, ruthlessly cutting a deep and sharp ravine in her depressed and confused heart …
And the cause of all this, is me, if I did not search that Guest, if I did not add her as a friend, if I did not indulge my emotions, if... All of this would never happen, wouldn't bring Qiu Tong today's body and heart of difficulties. Qiu Tong had suffered enough, but I added another layer to her suffering.
Remembering a saying: Sometimes, the person you want the most is actually the person you should leave the most.
Could it be that the first time I met Qiu Tong had already predicted this?
Late at night, I sat alone in front of the computer, stupidly looking at the QQ dialogue window like gray Floating Dream.
Everything that had seemed like a dream, whether it was real or fake, was over. It was as if everything had been fated, starting with the dream and ending with the illusion. It was like a dream with no beginning and no end.
At this time, I suddenly noticed that the Floating Dream's personal signature had changed: Jianghu far away, blue sky long, vast road, leisurely sad, many feelings, infinite thinking.
I thought about these words for a long time …
Then I opened the chat log and started from the beginning, from the day I first met her...
Watching the process of communication between me and the Floating Dream, my heart rose and fell, and I was filled with both sorrow and joy …
Suddenly, I seemed to see Floating Dream's portrait flash, becoming colorful. I hurriedly focused my eyes to look, but my face became ashen.
Could it be that my Floating Dream has come online, and then I quickly set up my invisibility? Is she, like me, reminiscing about our past here with the same unwieldy sentiments? Or am I seeing things and hallucinating?
I continued to look at the avatar, but it was still gray, and there was no change.
With a long sigh, I turned off the computer, turned off the light, and lay down on the bed beside the clouds.
Night, is so quiet, that helplessness, in this quiet night, without the noise of the day, my heart is unable to calm down, constantly interrogating the innermost soul.
In the endless darkness, I enjoyed the inexplicable darkness and loneliness and a few traces of pain brought by the sadness.
I opened my mind and quietly thought about Floating Dream and Qiu Tong.
I know that she and I are living individuals in terms of emotional lifeline, we do not need to force other people's emotional space.
In that illusory world, without any restraints, it was easy to let go of its feelings. It was like a wild horse that could run freely in the vast prairie; however, when it returned to the cold reality, it had no choice but to bandage its emotions and quietly hide under the cold ground …
The night was getting deeper, and I still couldn't sleep.
He got out of bed and stood by the window. He opened it and looked at the endless night sky. No matter how chilly the wind was, his body still didn't feel anything. However, his thoughts still flew through his mind like the wind.
In the empty night, I couldn't sleep, the silent air accompanied by the cold floor made me feel lonely. Loneliness seeped into his heart bit by bit, and he felt as if he was going straight to the bone marrow.
Those feelings of loneliness and loneliness were hard to describe. Only one person could truly feel it. That kind of feeling could only be felt by oneself. In the light outside, I saw my own shadow — a dark shadow, a lonely figure, the back of a man who would be speechless in the middle of the night.
The shadow was like a wandering soul, like a spirit, so helpless, wandering in the empty night...
I lit a cigarette and savored my shattered life in the smoke.
I could see my heart through the smoke. I knew I was trapped by this unforgettable emotion, but I couldn't get out.
In my endless thoughts, I kept recalling my past with her in the illusion and reality. I slowly tore my heart apart as I felt the pain of my heart tearing apart. The pain made me unable to breathe, making me unable to speak …
Ye Gu Ji, I am also lonely.
The next day was the 30th of the new year. Tomorrow was the Spring Festival.
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The hospital was deserted, and the building was quiet. Occasionally, a nurse on duty would walk by, and most of them would go home for the new year.
Tonight is New Year's Eve, the reunion of all the families, and I, for the first time, will have a Spring Festival without my parents, with the clouds.
At the moment, I had no idea what would happen on New Year's Eve that I would never forget.
During the day, I went to the mall and bought a new set of clothes for Cloud. I also bought a few bottles of wine and some dishes.
I didn't expect Qiu Tong to come here tonight. She has her own place to go, but I don't know how she will settle Xiao Xue down.
When I came back, I saw that Fourth Brother's bun house was still open, but there were few customers.
I was a little surprised, the surrounding shops are all closed, why isn't Fourth Brother going home to celebrate New Year? Could it be that Fourth Brother is the same as me, he has a hard time coming home to celebrate New Year?
Looking at the four sign of the bun house swaying in the cold wind, the thought of going over to talk to Fourth Brother crossed my mind. As soon as this thought popped up in my mind, I suppressed it.
Why not? I don't know, just an intuition that I'm not going.
After returning to the ward, it was already dusk. I changed the new clothes for the clouds, combed their hair, and pulled over a table in the ward, treating it like a table, set up the dishes, found two cups, opened the bottle, and poured some white wine. Looking at the sleeping clouds, I said, "Sister, tonight, Big Brother will accompany you for New Year's Eve, and we'll have New Year's Eve dinner. I also poured you a glass of wine. I know you have a lot of alcohol, so tonight, big brother will accompany you to have a good drink. "Come, let's toast first."
After saying that, I picked up my cup.
At that moment, the door to the ward was pushed open and a woman appeared at the door--
I started. It was Hai Zhu, standing in the doorway, carrying a travel bag in the dust.
I was surprised to see Hai Zhu. Why did she suddenly appear here?
"Zhu, why are you here?" I asked, putting down my glass and standing up in astonishment.