C268 Am I Dreaming?
C268 Am I Dreaming?
"Eat some dishes first," Yue Yi sounded a little anxious. After Zhang Fan filled the cup, he drank it all in one gulp.
After picking up the chopsticks and eating some food, his gaze landed on Xiao Yue. He took a deep breath and said, "Brother, do you know when I thought that I might not have feelings in my life, but I was wrong? Haha, I think that master was wrong. He told me that feelings are a burden, but now I feel that feelings are a different kind of catalyst."
"Mn," Yue Yi nodded lightly. Zhang Fan had been working even harder for the past month because of Ouyang Xian`er's departure. This departure had further boosted Zhang Fan's efforts.
"Perhaps you don't understand it now, but do you think you understand?" Zhang Fan said again. He picked up the wine bowl and gulped it down, looking quite natural and unrestrained.
"Before, my goal was just to stand at the top of this world, so at that time, I tried very hard to get rid of the title of trash, but I truly experienced it. Although I also had the same thought, it was a lot weaker compared to the beginning, but I still had to do what I needed to do because it was a man's responsibility."
"Sometimes I even think that if one day I stand at the top, what should I pursue?" Zhang Fan had a smile on his face, but that smile carried a hint of melancholy, a bit of haziness, and his black eyes were filled with an indescribable emotion.
"Maybe, maybe there will be a day, but there's no use thinking about it now. People say that you are content with what you have, but I really want to deny it. It depends on where you are and how many people can do it.
"It's very contradictory, isn't it?" Zhang Fan couldn't help but laugh. He shook his head. "Life is filled with contradictions, so I decided not to think about it anymore. Today, I will drink up most of it."
With that said, Zhang Fan picked up the bowl of wine and began drinking again. After finishing the wine, Zhang Fan asked for another pot. During this time, Yue Yi frowned and asked Zhang Fan to drink less, but she, who did not know any skills, did not try to persuade him.
The dishes were not touched much, the wine was drunk, and Yue Yi drank less. She did not feel much, and her face was slightly flushed.
Seeing Zhang Fan drunk, Yue Yi sighed. She sat up from her seat and helped Zhang Fan up from his seat before walking out. Zhang Fan was basically leaning on Zhang Fan.
After settling the bill, Yue Yi supported Zhang Fan out onto the street.
After walking a distance, Yue Yi couldn't help but glance at Zhang Fan beside her with a complicated look in her eyes.
Why had Zhang Fan been drinking with her for so long? In truth, she understood some of Zhang Fan's personality. Right now, he was only showing a bit of strength on his outer appearance. However, there was a weakness in his heart. Ouyang Xian'er was his weakness … If Zhang Fan hadn't thought of this, he definitely wouldn't have drunk so much wine. He knew he was in pain, but he felt even worse. Was this meant to provoke him?!
The two of them walked very slowly, because Zhang Fan seemed to have fallen asleep at this moment. Only his subconscious was left, and he could only follow her as she slowly walked along.
After walking for about 20 minutes, they finally arrived at the entrance of the inner courtyard. At this moment, Yue Yi let out a sigh of relief. She actually hoped that she could help Zhang Fan into the dormitory as soon as possible so he could have a good rest.
After about ten minutes, the two of them finally arrived at the entrance of the dormitory.
Walking inside and closing the door, Yue Yi helped Zhang Fan into his bed. She also took off his shoes and covered him with the blanket once again. After that, she exhaled, took out a set of clothes from the cabinet, and walked into the bathroom.
After taking a bath, she walked out with her hair in a mess. At that moment, Yue Yi couldn't help but walk over to Zhang Fan's bedside. Seeing his frown, she couldn't help but sigh.
"Xian'er, don't go …" Zhang Fan whispered to himself as he frowned.
Seeing Zhang Fan's miserable state, Yue Yi felt an indescribable pain in her heart. She stretched out her hand and placed it on Zhang Fan's forehead, a light energy floating about. She wanted to make Zhang Fan feel better, but when she put it on, Zhang Fan grabbed her hand and placed it on his palm.
Yue Yi was stunned for a moment. Her face reddened again as she twitched her face. However, Zhang Fan held it very tightly. He sighed and could only let Zhang Fan hold it.
"Xian`er, is that you?" Zhang Fan opened his eyes, but there was a misty look within them as he spoke with difficulty.
"En," Yue Yi hesitated for a moment before giving a soft 'En'. This way, perhaps Zhang Fan would feel better. After Zhang Fan fell asleep, he would be completely awake the next day.
"Am I dreaming?" Zhang Fan mumbled as his eyes became more blurry.
Yue Yi's lips moved, but she did not say anything. At this moment, a force came over. By the time she had reacted, she was already in Zhang Fan's embrace, and her hands were tightly hugging her body.
But of course, in that instant, the little magical beast still jumped out.
Yue Yi's face reddened. She had intended to struggle, but Zhang Fan's voice rang out, "Xian'er, do you really think I don't have the strength to protect you? I'm really useless. But don't worry, I will do my best. Don't leave me, I will do my best."
Yue Yi's heart trembled. The reason why Zhang Fan was drinking today was because of Ouyang Xian`er, so she couldn't help but have a complicated look in her eyes. Right now, she could only be considered a substitute, right?
She couldn't, and she didn't want to, because she was really scared.
While Yue Yi was thinking about her own matters, the hand that was hugging her seemed to have loosened.
After reading it, Yue Yi also half sat up. At this time, she looked towards Zhang Fan again and discovered that he was looking at her. At this time, Yue Yi's heart trembled once more.
Immediately, an unnatural expression appeared on her face. Just as she was about to speak, those two hands tightly embraced her once again, and a mouth instantly kissed her lips.
The feeling of being electrocuted caused Yue Yi to be stunned on the spot. Then, a tongue drilled into her small mouth.
That bizarre feeling gradually caused her face to turn red. When she completely recovered, her first thought was to push Zhang Fan away because she didn't want to be Ouyang Xian`er's substitute, but in the end, she forced herself to stop. She was afraid that if she did this, Zhang Fan would not mistake Ouyang Xian`er for hating him.
Two drops of sparkling tears fell from the corner of her eyes as she stretched out her hands to gently embrace Zhang Fan. Feeling the softness, her small tongue moved slightly, and the strange feeling became even stronger. Gradually, Yue Yi also awkwardly replied. This was definitely her first kiss, but she had never thought that her first kiss would be lost at this moment.
The two of them continued to talk for a long time before their lips slowly parted. At this moment, Yue Yi felt as if Zhang Fan had lightly kissed her on the forehead, which was an extremely gentle feeling. Although she knew in her heart that this wasn't directed at her, she still couldn't help but speed up her heart, an indescribable tenderness appearing on her face.
At this time, Zhang Fan also stopped moving. He lay there with his eyes closed, letting out even sounds of breathing. However, Zhang Fan was still holding her in his arms.
As for Yue Yi, she lay in Zhang Fan's embrace, her face unspeakable red as she bit her lips. Her body moved, but she was still hugged tightly by Zhang Fan, and if she used a lot of strength, she was afraid of waking Zhang Fan up. In the end, she bit her lips and lay still in Zhang Fan's embrace.
Perhaps it was because she was selfish, because the feeling of lying on Zhang Fan's body was able to give her comfort. Perhaps it was because she liked him, because she could feel their heartbeats, or perhaps it was because she was wronged, because she had acted as a substitute and offered her first kiss …
She initially wanted to lie in Zhang Fan's embrace for a while, but when Zhang Fan released her, she got up. Perhaps this was a very short period of time, but she was really satisfied with it in her heart.
However, as time passed, she also gradually fell asleep. The two of them were like a couple as they embraced each other.
Love is selfless, love is tolerant, love is mutual tolerance and understanding, when you really do that, that is true love …
The little magical beast watched the two of them from the side, his starry eyes full of unspeakable fluctuations. It was a magical beast, and its senses were extremely sensitive. The first time it saw Yue Yi, it realized that she was a woman … This was also the reason why it allowed Yue Yi to hug it.
At this moment, it could completely feel the feelings and feelings of Yue Yi, because it was extremely similar to Yue Yi. If it were to tell Zhang Fan about how elegant it was, would it still be able to stay in Zhang Fan's embrace?