C110 Scum and Bastard
C110 Scum and Bastard
And right now, I am a complete bastard and scum.
I thought I had chosen a way to avoid hurting Huang Qianling as much as possible, but in the end, I still made this girl cry in front of me.
That beautiful face, her lips were trembling slightly. There was a gentle smile on her face, but in those beautiful bright eyes... Drops of tears were like crystal clear pearls. They kept rolling down her face.
I hurt this girl.
Maybe I hurt Huang Qianling more and more than those senior bastards from that day.
The first love of a girl was the purest thing in the world. It was not mixed with anything else. It was a girl at that time. I don't want you to have much money, I don't want you to be so handsome... They also do not wish for you to have a house and a car.
Love at this moment is the purest kind of love.
It is also because of this purity that when this love turns into a bubble, the harm to a girl becomes even more intense.
Huang Qianling was sobbing while Xue Ningning by the side was constantly comforting but the tears could not stop flowing down.
Even though when I said sorry, Huang Qianling should have already prepared for this in her heart.
But when she completely rejected it, Huang Qianling did not think that she would feel so uncomfortable in her heart. It was the first time she fell in love with a boy, and the first time she felt her heart beat faster. The first time she had the feeling of falling in love, but before this love could take root and germinate, it was already over.
His first love ended so quickly.
It ended so quickly that it made people feel cruel.
I heard a buzzing sound coming from all around me. It was probably because I was curious about the situation here. I even heard someone scolding me, saying that I was a scumbag, and that I actually made a girl cry.
Why did someone scold me? Why didn't they come and beat me up? If that was the case, perhaps I would feel a little better in my heart?
I don't know when this meal ended and I don't even know when Xue Ningning and Huang Qianling left.
This was the first time a girl really told me that she liked me. In the end, it turned out to be like this.
But what can I do?
Even if it was not for the matter with Yang Xinyi, would I be able to accept Huang Qianling?
Impossible...
I can't accept it.
I know my own situation very well, and I know very well how much trouble I've caused. A relationship isn't something that can be done by two people alone, that's even more of a responsibility.
And right now, I simply don't have the qualifications to bear that responsibility.
So what if I am dating? I am unable to give Huang Qianling a stable life. I don't have money, and I even have a huge debt. Even if I'm dating Huang Qianling, I'm just letting this girl suffer with me.
People like me, who don't know when, will be chased to my house and then chopped to death on the roadside garbage heap, letting the corpse rot in the dirty garbage heap.
What right does a person like me have to go out with a girl?
I don't have that qualification...
His body was leaning against a tree trunk. He didn't know how to describe the expression on his face. It was probably very gloomy.
"Eh, why are you here again?" A somewhat familiar voice came from beside me.
Turning around, I realized that it was actually Zhang Heecheng. Unknowingly, I actually came to this small forest.
"You came to find trouble with Xiao Liang and the others again? That should be enough. Even now, when Blondie mentioned your name, he was still trembling in fear. Fatty and Lil' Liang were also sent to the hospital by you, no matter what they did before. That should be more or less enough, right? " Zhang Heecheng asked.
This guy really took good care of his little brother.
"It has nothing to do with those people. As long as those guys don't cause trouble in front of me, I won't bother with them." I smacked my lips and said snappily.
"Do you have cigarettes? Can I have one?" I glanced at Zhang Heecheng and asked.
Perhaps at this moment, only the smoke could disperse the stifled feeling in my heart.
Zhang Heecheng frowned. He took out a box of white sand from his pocket and threw one to me.
He lit it up and took a deep breath. Smoke lingered around him.
"Looks like you're in a bad mood. You've encountered something troubling you. Tell me, and I'll be happy." Zhang Heecheng lit a cigarette as well. He leaned against the side and asked in a strange manner.
"You are asking for a beating, aren't you?" I replied snappily.
"I'm afraid of you..." Zhang Heecheng grinned and replied.
However, this guy might be a little scared. After all, he looked like he was fighting before. He looked a little too scary, as if he had turned into a complete lunatic. Even a hoodlum like Zhang Heecheng wouldn't be willing to provoke a person like me.
"What exactly happened? Could it be that someone in this school dares to offend you? Other than the assassins of our third grade, there is also that Zhang Xiaofeng fellow. I can't think of anyone else who would dare to provoke you, especially after you took care of that Gao Ran fellow. Everyone in our third grade knows about you. " Zhang Heecheng said.
"Who is Gao Ran?"
"He's from the basketball team..."
Ah, he must be the one who slapped Huang Qianling.
Two fingers pinched the cigarette butt and took another puff. I don't know what happened either. I can't tell anyone else about this matter.
No one can. I can't tell Yang Xinyi. I can't tell Yang Xinxin. Even more so, I can't tell the jealous Wang Su Yiyi. However, in front of this Zhang Heecheng... They did not have much interaction with each other before, but in front of this guy... Instead, he had the urge to reveal everything.
"So, what exactly is it?" Zhang Heecheng asked.
"It's about relationships. This afternoon, a girl confessed to me and said she likes me." She grinned and said.
I feel that I really am not the same person. Although I hurt Huang Qianling, when I said this, I actually felt a little proud in my heart.
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In the end, there was no movement from the side. I turned around to take a look. I only saw Zhang Heecheng staring blankly with a face full of disbelief.
After a few seconds, this guy suddenly threw the cigarette butt in his hand at me.
"F * ck, you brat, why don't you go and die..." Zhang Heecheng cursed.
I dodged Zhang Heecheng's cigarette in a strange way. " Hey, what are you doing, brat?"
"I can't stand your smug face. Damn it, what did I think was going on? Why is it such a luxury problem?"
" Damn it, I haven't even dated a girlfriend yet... "