Regret That Didn't Love You Earlier

0"What happened, was made known to the public, I've been through a lot of suffering every day, and I've suffered a lot of mental damage... I have also suffered from depression and illness. I went to the hospital alone to check on my body. The doctor said that I've been suffering from depression and neurosis and that I need to rely on medicine to stabilize my emotions. But I'm still in pregnancy, so I can't take drugs. This will affect the unborn child in my womb."    0

    

"I know that everyone is watching me make a joke of myself right now, laughing at me being raped and humiliated. Now that I have admitted to the fact that I was raped, there will definitely be people who will mock me for not denying it before. Why do you have to admit it so quickly now? "    

    

"Because this kind of thing is hard to say. If it were an ordinary girl who had such a thing happen, she wouldn't be willing to tell others. Besides, I'm a public figure. I still have to take into account my artist image!"    

    

"I apologize to everyone who cares about me again for hiding it from me. I'm sorry!"    

    

"Also, I want to tell everyone that from the time I was raped to the time my father was suspected of murder, it was all a trap. We were framed!"    

    

"I think many people know about the Miss Xia Xingxuan that I mentioned, right? She is indeed my biological older sister, but in fact, my relationship with her is not good. Even the matter of me being raped was planned by her!"    

    

"Everyone should be shocked why I said that, right?"    

    

"The reason is very simple. Xia Xingxuan is actually a scheming and ruthless woman!"    

    

"She grew up in a foster home. As for why she didn't grow up in Su family, it's just like what she said. When she was young, she was abandoned by her father. This made her hate my father for more than 20 years and hold a grudge against him."    

    

"Why is my birth destined to be more noble than hers? I can live a luxurious life, but she has to grow up in that poor family?"    

    

"Her sister, who was the same father and mother, lived a better life than her father. This caused her heart to twist, and she hated us very much."    

    

"She knew that my fiancé was Gu Zicheng, so she deliberately found an opportunity to get close to him in order to take revenge. She wanted to get close to ___. In fact, she had asked Gu Zicheng to buy the necklace worth thirty million at the charity auction for her. She had shamelessly pestered him to get that necklace. After I found out... I personally went to look for her. I told her something like a warning. I also threatened her. I only wanted her to stop pestering Gu Zicheng. "    

    

"Because of this, she got angry and found a few men to rape me on my way home. She even got those men to take pictures of the evidence of my rape!"    

    

"Only my father knew about it that night. I think if any other father knew that his daughter was raped by a few men, he would have had the impulse to kill them, wouldn't he?"    

    

"My father originally wanted to call the police, but he didn't expect that one of the men who raped me would threaten my father to ask for money. If my father didn't give it to me, he would have told others about my rape."    

    

"As a public figure, I don't dare to publicize this matter. Also, during that period of time, I was preparing to hold a wedding with Director Gu. What happened at that critical moment would have a huge impact on me. My father was impulsive because of me. He made a mistake that he shouldn't have done. "    

    

" Xia Xingxuan had the video with her and was even more unscrupulous towards me. She even used the video to threaten me for a hundred million yuan. I couldn't take out that much money, so she gave this video to me as a wedding gift. "