C208 How Miserable Life Is
C208 How Miserable Life Is
"Not only can I have Mo Muchen's child, I can also have a marriage with him. I am happier than many people. Furthermore, from what Mo Muchen did for Ning Wei, it could at least prove that he was a responsible and loyal man. Why do I still feel unsatisfied? What exactly do I want? "
Qin Yiyue heard that He Yunshan indeed had symptoms of postpartum depression. Unconfident, self-doubt, insecurity, and irrational.
With He Yunshan's character, it was not very likely that she would complain about herself. She did not have confidence in herself and fell into a strange circle and could not struggle out.
He Yunshan, this person, was somewhat similar to Cheng Jiangxue in a certain aspect. She was the daughter of a big family.
They also carried a cold and arrogant aura. That was something that a girl from an ordinary family would not be able to raise.
They were arrogant, cold, confident, knew when to advance and when to retreat, and even a little domineering.
When they met the man they liked, they were very good at spreading their charm and bravely chased after him.
However, if the other party didn't love them, they wouldn't degrade themselves either. They would feel that those men were blind and blind.
They would think of ways to make themselves more outstanding and make those men regret it.
Qin Yiyue sorted out her thoughts and sat beside He Yunshan, "Grandaunt, are you not comfortable at home and your heart is also occupied with matters?"
"Yes." He Yunshan leaned on Qin Yiyue's shoulder, "It is just that I suddenly feel that everything is boring. I originally wanted to kill Mo Muchen and Ning Wei. Later, I felt that it was too violent and not suitable for me. Now I don't know what to do with Mo Muchen. "
"You can do something else before you think it through. You can get closer to the baby first. He only grew up once. If he missed it, he wouldn't be able to catch up. Or you can start working. If you have nothing to do for a long time, you'll be useless. "
" I received a few OFFFEers a while ago. I'm still hesitating. "
"In what aspect?"
"[University lecturer, research institute researcher]"
Qin Yiyue looked at He Yunshan with a burning expression, "Little aunt female doctor, let me hug her."
As she spoke, she hugged He Yunshan without any explanation.
He Yunshan struggled for a while and realized that she could not shake her off, so she let Qin Yiyue hug her, "Master's student sister-in-law, your expression is too disgusting."
It had to be said that suddenly being hugged like this still gave rise to a faint warmth in her heart.
"I feel inferior and inferior. I am only a master's student." Qin Yiyue did not particularly care and said.
He Yunshan rolled her eyes at her. "You feel inferior too early. Do you know Liu's academic qualifications?"
"Don't tell me you're a doctoral queen. I can't take it."
"Not really. He's a doctoral double scholar "
Qin Yiyue looked at He Yunshan in shock, "Little Aunt, don't lie to me. I've been to primary school before."
"Why would I lie to you? I only know that his academic qualifications are very high, but I don't know exactly what his academic qualifications are. Later on, when I took the PhD exam, I met his former teacher. Only then did I realize that Liu had two degrees. One is a life science major, and the other is economics management. " He Yunshan paused for a moment and said," I thought that Liu only focused on his own things in the past. He loved adventure and was independent. It turns out that he had mastered a lot of skills in a corner that we didn't know about. So that he could take care of the entire family when the time comes. "
"My husband is just like that, hiding his skills and benefits."
The corner of He Yunshan's mouth twitched a few times. She wanted to take back what her sister-in-law had said, but when she found that her sister-in-law's praise was not wrong, she shut her mouth.
Qin Yiyue said, "Sometimes I think it would be so good if we had known each other earlier. It would be so good if we grew up together in a lively and lively manner every day."
"Actually, you only wanted to say that you knew my second brother earlier, right?"
"You guessed right. I'm so sorry."
He Yunshan patted Qin Yiyue's hand, "Sister-in-law, don't worry about me. I will be fine."
"I am not worried about whether something will happen to you. I am more worried about whether you will be happy or not. Your emotional fluctuations aren't only affecting yourself, but also your babies and parents as well "
" I understand, but I can't control the secretion of hormones in my body "
"Have you thought about how to deal with your relationship with Mo Muchen? Most women would slowly get along as long as their relationship went smoothly. If you know what's going on, but don't want to say it out loud... I don't have to listen to you. I just want to remind you that you can't see the bottom of others' hearts. You should try to be honest with yourself. The more you are afraid of something, the more you have to face it. Carefully analyze the cause."
"What did you think when you just married Liu?" He Yunshan asked, "The outside world thought that you married Xiaobao for money as your stepmother."
"To be honest, I really couldn't accept it from the bottom of my heart at the beginning. I even felt that I was a tender and innocent little flower. In the blink of an eye, I was going to marry a man with a child. I actually rejected it from the bottom of my heart. "
" But I can see that your adaptability is pretty good. Xiaobao also accepts you very quickly. "
"At that time, it wasn't only me who couldn't accept it, even my parents couldn't accept it. After that, didn't my father-in-law, your mother-in-law, and your parents specially come to my house to talk? After we found out about Xiaobao's background, the resistance in our hearts wasn't that great. "
He Yunshan cast a sidelong glance at Qin Yiyue and revealed a malicious smile," Sister-in-law, you actually also want to marry my second brother, right? To be honest, I will not laugh at you. "
"If you want to laugh, then laugh. Your second brother's condition isn't bad. He looks cold. However, after coming into contact with him, he realized that it wasn't like that at all. There was a strong contrast. It is very tempting, okay? I had two concerns at that time. The first was Xiaobao's identity. If Xiaobao was your second brother's biological child, I would try my best to suppress my thoughts. The second was that the gap between your family's family background and mine was too great. In the future, I would be at a disadvantage even if I had to fight. How miserable are you living? "
" Sister-in-law, can you consider things more normal? " He Yunshan did not know whether to laugh or cry.
"You don't understand. In your family, you can beat anyone you marry. My family is just a normal well-off life. It can't be compared to your family, so it's more passive. "
" And then? If you hadn't said those words, I really didn't know you would have thought so much at that time."
Qin Yiyue thought for a while and said, "Maybe Xiaobao's attitude infected me. He called me Mommy on the morning of the first day of our marriage. Although it was written on the tablet, the way he addressed me moved me. When the baby calls you Mommy, you'll know how tempting that feeling is."
"Sister-in-law, you have a feeling that makes people want to get close to you. The more you interact with me, the more obvious it becomes. Children's instincts are sharper than adults. Xiaobao must have felt it too."
"Yes. Your baby must have sensed your emotions as well. You just did not communicate well with Mo Muchen, and it was not a very serious matter. If you care about him, it's not the best way to avoid him."