C252 The Child Had a Fever
C252 The Child Had a Fever
Gu Qingyou chose to ignore Jiang Juan's gaze and continued seriously, "I don't want to live such a life anymore. Give me a break!"
Jiang Juan did not answer.
"Even if you do not have Su Mo and only me in your mind right now, I cannot continue to live with you as if nothing had happened. " Gu Qingyou stood there without moving. Her eyes were fixed on him and it was as if she could not see any emotions in her clear and gloomy eyes. "I do not want to worry about you every day that you will remember Su Mo's frightened days. "
As soon as Gu Qingyou finished speaking, Jiang Juan's pupils contracted slightly. He was silent for a moment before he said in a deep voice, "Sheng Jingchuan made you make such a decision?"
"It has nothing to do with Elder Brother Sheng. This is my own decision. " Gu Qingyou firmly spat it out and could not help but laugh. "I can only blame myself for not believing Elder Brother Sheng's words before. . . "
The two of them were very close. Gu Qingyou saw that deep within Jiang Juan's black eyes, there seemed to be a huge wave rolling about like a huge wave, but the atmosphere fell into a cold silence.
In fact, when they came back to the car, Gu Qingyou had not decided to "divorce," but when she saw Jiang Juan just now, a heart-piercing pain came from her chest at that moment. It made her realize that she might suffer this kind of pain every time she saw him in the future. She felt very uncomfortable and didn't want to live such a life.
The cold qi emitted from Jiang Juan made Gu Qingyou feel the pressure that belonged to him. Gu Qingyou ignored this feeling and took a deep breath. She no longer looked at him. Without saying a word, she turned around and prepared to go to the bedroom on the second floor.
However, Jiang Juan's footsteps caught up. Just as she was about to step onto the marble steps on the second floor, he grabbed her wrist.
Gu Qingyou froze on the spot and glanced at him lightly. "
"Have you thought about Mu Mu?" Jiang Junchen asked.
"Mu Mu is a sensible child. As long as I patiently tell him, he will make sense. We will continue to give him fatherly love and mother, but we will not live together anymore. "
"I won't allow it. "
"What right do you have?" Wang Yao asked. Gu Qingyou finally could not control her voice. She smiled coldly and waved her arm to break free from Jiang Juan's grip.
Jiang Juan's strength was not heavy, but Gu Qingyou used too much strength, so she took a few steps back due to inertia.
Jiang Juan tried to grab Gu Qingyou and support her, but Gu Qingyou caught a glimpse and took a few steps back, pulling the distance between them even further.
In the end, Gu Qingyou simply stood at the entrance of the restaurant, about half a distance away from Jiang Juan in the living room.
She looked at him coldly as if he was already her enemy. Her eyes were filled with hatred.
Perhaps it was because Gu Qingyou's gaze pierced him at that moment, Jiang Juan's face tightened slightly, and the fingers that fell to the side of his body twitched without him noticing.
She had never looked at him with such a hateful gaze. He knew that she really hated him at this moment.
But was he wrong?
He only wanted to give her and her child a home. If he let them live a life of exile, he wouldn't be able to do it.
Somewhere on his left chest, it was tightening. He had never felt this kind of pain before.
"You always think that you're right. Have you ever considered my feelings?" Gu Qingyou's tone was cold as she spoke.
Her questioning was not because she was proud of her pet, but because her chest really hurt too much.
On the day of the wedding, she had always been grateful to the heavens for their generous gifts, allowing her to have a wedding that she dreamed of, allowing her to marry the person she loved the most. . .
But it turned out that all of this was just a lie.
He had always been putting on an act, even the wedding was his painstaking acting. . .
Until now, she did not know when he was telling the truth and when he was telling a lie. She felt that she was a chess piece of his and had always been manipulated by him.
She just wanted his sincerity. Even if he didn't love her, she hoped that he would treat her sincerely. . .
Why was it so difficult for him to give her sincerity?
Jiang Juan could not answer Gu Qingyou.
This was the first time he was questioned, and he actually had nothing to say.
"At this point, can you still say that you are thinking for my sake?" Gu Qingyou curled the corner of her mouth into a smile. That kind of ridicule.
When she had to make a choice between love and familial love, she still chose him in the end. But in the end, she did not obtain love at all.
"From the beginning until the end, you only thought about yourself. You never thought about me at all!" Gu Qingyou looked at him. It was as if this was the first time she had focused on looking into his eyes. Her eyes were cold. "Whether it was in the past or now. . . You seem to have given me everything, but you have never sincerely treated me. Because the first rule of sincerity is that you didn't lie, and you've always lied to me. "
"I suddenly thought of that time when you blocked the bullet for me, was that also your bitter plan?"
"Jiang Juan, tell me, is that a bitter scheme?"
"I think it must be a trick to hurt yourself, because with your intelligence, and with Ye Shuo and Cui Hao there, how could you hurt yourself?"
Gu Qingyou stopped and suddenly laughed mockingly. Her entire face was filled with an expression that Jiang Juan was not familiar with, which made Jiang Juan frown slightly.
Gu Qingyou, however, smiled and continued to speak, "Elder Brother Sheng is right. The nature of a businessman, no matter what he did, he would weigh the pros and cons. Jiang Juan, you are such a successful businessman. You know better what kind of decision is most beneficial to you. So. . . You have been pestering me all this time because you can no longer love others. And you need a family!"
Gu Qingyou only stopped when she said this.
However, when she vented all the complaints in her heart, she felt as if her heart had been emptied. In an instant, her heart, which was originally full, was now empty.
Just like the floating wood on the sea, which had already found a place to rely on and no longer needed to live the days of drifting on the sea, at the moment it stopped, it was suddenly hit by a huge wave and drifted again. . .
Why did he do this to her?
He knew what she longed for the most in her heart, yet he used what she longed for the most to deceive her?
This was not sympathy or pity at all. This was only selfishness, and his kindness to her was merely treating her as a plaything that could be enjoyed!
As if she was experiencing the most painful and difficult moment of her life, Gu Qingyou's face was expressionless. In the end, she said word by word, "Please don't use the pretense of taking care of me and Mu Mu to realize your selfishness. If you really have compassion and compassion, then let me go. From now on, you and I have nothing to do with each other!"
Finishing her last sentence, Gu Qingyou did not care what Jiang Juan was thinking at that moment. She moved her eyes away from Jiang Junchen Yu's face. Without waiting for Jiang Juan's reply, she walked towards the bedroom on the second floor again.
Jiang Juan was silent from beginning to end. His unfathomable dark eyes made it impossible for others to see what he was thinking.
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Gu Qingyou rubbed her body with Jiang Juan once again.
Even during the three years that they were separated, she did not give up on loving him. But at this moment, her heart finally lost all feeling. It was as if she could not even feel her own heartbeat and no longer jumped for him.
The moment she brushed past Jiang Juan, Gu Qingyou lowered her eyes.
However, this time, Jiang Juan still grabbed her wrist and did not let her return to the bedroom.
He knew that with her personality, she would definitely return to the room to pack her luggage.
"I won't divorce you, no matter what. " Jiang Junchen's face turned cold at that moment, and her deep eyes flashed with an unyielding light.
"But no matter how powerful you are, you are not the law!" Gu Qingyou stared at him but quickly turned her head and looked at the marble staircase in front of her. Her tired tone was extremely calm as she said, "At most wait two years and we will be able to get a divorce!"
"Is that so? But we will not be separated at all. "
"Jiang Juan, you are making me sick. "
After Gu Qingyou said that, Jiang Juan did not reply for a long time. In the huge hall, it was as if only the sound of each other's breathing could be heard.
After an unknown amount of time, Gu Qingyou felt Jiang Juan's fingers gradually loosen up. She pulled her wrist back from Jiang Juan's confinement bit by bit.
"Since you can no longer love anyone, then you should be prepared to die alone, and not drag someone down with you at the same time as your own tragedy. "
After saying this, Gu Qingyou tightly grabbed the clothes on both sides of her body, then stepped onto the steps and never looked back.
. . .
Gu Qingyou did not return to her room to pack because she knew that even if she packed her luggage, without Jiang Juan's permission, she would not be able to step out of the Jiang Family.
She went to Mu Mu's room and sat quietly by the bed. She stared blankly at the child's innocent sleeping face.
Not to mention whether she and Jiang Juan would divorce after that, But she and Jiang Juan could no longer be like before. . .
The child was so smart, he would definitely notice how sad and disappointed the child would be at that time.
Gu Qingyou raised her hand and touched Mu Mu's forehead lovingly. However, in the next second, Gu Qingyou's body trembled. She reached out and touched Mu Mu's forehead again.
Gu Qingyou was surprised by the hot temperature on Mu Mu's forehead. She quickly picked Mu Mu up from the bed.
Mrs Jiang just came in and wanted to talk to Gu Qingyou but did not want to see Gu Qingyou's nervous look.
"What is it, Qingyou?"
Gu Qingyou replied, "Mu Mu's forehead is very hot. He might have a fever. "
Hearing this, Mrs Jiang hurriedly walked to Gu Qingyou's side and also reached out to touch Mu Mu's forehead. "It is indeed very hot. . . Let's go to the hospital!"
. . .
Gu Qingyou did not expect Mu Mu to suddenly have a high fever. Fortunately, the doctor did a checkup for Mu Mu and said that Mu Mu was fine. The sudden fever might have something to do with the weather that had turned cold recently. As long as the fever subsided, everything would be fine.
Even so, Gu Qingyou did not listen to Director Jiang and his wife's advice to go home for dinner. She had been standing by Mu Mu's side and did not want to leave him.
Director Jiang and his wife returned to Jiang's Mansion first under Jiang Juan's persuasion. Jiang Juan and Gu Qingyou stayed in the ward. Both of their eyes fell on the child's normally pale face.
"Go back and eat something. I will stay here to take care of Mu Mu. " Jiang Juan gently held Gu Qingyou's shoulder.
Gu Qingyou coldly pushed Jiang Juan's hand away. She did not understand. After the conversation just now, he could still act as if nothing had happened.