Regret That Didn't Love You Earlier

0Because there were some private things that needed to be said, Xia Xingxuan and Chen Ya met in the corridor outside the temporary hospital area. She asked Jiang Ye to stay by Fu Jinchen's side and accompany him.    

    

Just as Xia Xingxuan left, Fu Jinchen told Jiang Ye something.    

    

"Su Moxin took Xia Xingxuan away last night. How did she know Xia Xingxuan was in the amusement park?"    

    

"And she was locked up in the Psychiatry Department. No one was guarding her? How did she escape from the Psychiatry Department?"    

    

This was two points that Fu Jinchen could not understand.    

    

"Director Fu, if you want to know more, I can go and investigate. I will give you an answer today."    

    

Fu Jinchen said, "Check it out and feel more at ease."    

    

Jiang Ye said, "Yes, I know."    

    

Xia Xingxuan saw Chen Ya in the corridor.    

    

Chen Ya's hair was messy, her hair was unkempt and her face was dirty. Her eyes were red and swollen. It could be seen that she cried for a long time before she became like this.    

    

Her haggard face was like a completely different person from the radiant Mrs. Su.    

    

Xia Xingxuan was very clear about Chen Ya's current situation.    

    

Su Gaoming was imprisoned and Su Moxin's appearance was ruined again. She was still unconscious in the Burn Department and had yet to wake up.    

    

If it was anyone else facing this kind of thing, they would not be able to bear it, right?    

    

Chen Ya said in a hoarse voice, "Xingxuan, are you alright?"    

    

She saw the cotton paste on Xia Xingxuan's neck that was used to treat the wound and felt very guilty.    

    

Xia Xingxuan said lightly, "I am fine."    

    

She pointed at her own neck and said, "It's just a little flesh wound here. It's nothing serious."    

    

Even though Xia Xingxuan said her injuries lightly, Chen Ya still blamed herself, "It is all my fault. It is all my fault that I did not take good care of Moxin. That is why I let her come out and cause trouble and even implicated you."    

    

Xia Xingxuan said, "This is not entirely your fault. You do not need to blame yourself like this."    

    

Chen Ya covered her face and cried bitterly, "Moxin was badly burned and the left side of her face was disfigured. She does not know what to do in the future."    

    

Xia Xingxuan said, "Now that the cosmetic industry is so developed, it should be able to restore her original appearance."    

    

Even if this method was feasible, it could not completely restore her appearance and there were still some flaws.    

    

Chen Ya cried and said, "I don't even know if Moxin still has that chance."    

    

"The police came just now and said that Moxin kidnapped you and was just a little bit away from threatening the safety of others. When she wakes up and the situation is stable, they will take her back to investigate."    

    

"I had the mentality of being lucky and thought that she had a mental problem, so I did that kind of thing. Maybe the law will exempt her from punishment and pardon her crimes."    

    

"But... this is not an excuse to cover up for her mistakes."    

    

Chen Ya being able to say such words meant that she was a very righteous person. She would not choose to cover up for Su Moxin and protect Su Moxin just because Su Moxin was her biological daughter.    

    

"Xingxuan, I really want to apologize to you and cause you so much trouble."    

    

Chen Ya really did not need to apologize to her and did not need to apologize on Su Moxin's behalf.    

    

Xia Xingxuan suddenly said, "Thank you."    

    

Chen Ya was stunned, "What?"    

    

Xia Xingxuan said uneasily, "I said thank you."    

    

"Why are you thanking me?"    

    

"When Su Moxin held the gun and wanted to kill me, it was you who stood up bravely and fearlessly wanted to snatch the gun from her hands. If it wasn't for you, I was afraid that I would have died in her hands long ago."    

    

Chen Ya self-deprecatingly said, "It was also because of this that the bullet broke the iron smelting furnace. Moxin was burned and her face was disfigured."    

    

"It was I who harmed Moxin."    

    

Xia Xingxuan bit her lips and saw that she was ashamed and could not tolerate it in her heart.    

    

"If... If I could have done it again, you would have chosen to save me back then. If I had burned Su Moxin, would you have chosen not to save me and let Su Moxin have a different ending?"    

    

Chen Ya was trapped by Xia Xingxuan's question.    

    

Xia Xingxuan realized that her question was not appropriate and would make Chen Ya feel awkward and confused.    

    

"Sorry, just pretend that I did not ask you this question just now."    

    

Xia Xingxuan turned around and was about to leave when Chen Ya said to Xia Xingxuan, "I do not regret saving you."    

    

"You have left me for more than 20 years and I owe you too much. What I can do for you is to risk my life to protect you."    

    

"Just now you asked me if I can do it again, would I still choose to save you? I want to tell you, of course I will. "    

    

"But I also don't want Moxin to become like this."    

    

"If I can really do it again, I hope that the bullet hit my body. This way, it won't hurt you nor Moxin. You are all my daughters, and I am the mother. I don't want to see my child in trouble. That would be more painful than killing me."    

    

Xia Xingxuan's back stiffened.    

    

After hearing Chen Ya's words, her heart was filled with mixed feelings. She could not tell what kind of feeling it was.    

    

Chen Ya had always treated her as her biological daughter and had never given up on her.    

    

But because she was abandoned by Su Gaoming more than 20 years ago, she thought that Chen Ya was also involved. She was unable to let go of this matter. At the same time, she hated Su Gaoming to the core. She hated Chen Ya to the extreme, so that she could see Chen Ya after she was released from prison. Even if Chen Ya cried and said that she owed her too much, she had to make it up to her as much as possible. She was indifferent.    

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But the series of events that happened today made her unable to take it to heart anymore. She had already put down her hatred towards Chen Ya.    

    

In order to save her, Chen Ya risked her life to fight with Su Moxin for the gun in her hands. Xia Xingxuan could tell that Chen Ya's actions were out of a mother's instinctive protection towards her daughter. This kind of protection was when Chen Ya pushed aside others to protect Su Moxin. She also saw it.    

    

She found it hard to accept that she hated Chen Ya for more than 20 years. In the end, she found out that she hated the wrong person.    

    

Chen Ya loved her very much. That kind of love was not only a kind of mother's love for her own child, but also a kind of guilt-ridden love.    

    

In Xia Xingxuan's mind, the scene of Chen Ya rushing out to protect her the moment Su Moxin wanted to kill her kept appearing.    

    

Chen Ya had always thought that she hated herself very much. It was also because she had lost her for more than 20 years that she was more or less afraid of her. That was why she did not dare to force her to call Chen Ya 'mother'.    

    

Xia Xingxuan also did not wish to call Chen Ya 'mother' because she hated Chen Ya. But at this time, she knew whether Chen Ya was worthy of being Xia Xingxuan's mother.    

    

She turned around and could not suppress the impulse in her throat. She wanted to shout 'mother' but the person behind her had already disappeared. Only the busy nurses and the patient's family members were walking back and forth in front of her. ...