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Was it really Ye Zimo who said such heartless words? Did he say he would always love her? Could it be that she took the initiative to leave, hurting his self-esteem, which was why he was able to protect himself like this?
Hai Zhixuan frowned. It was the complete opposite of Ye Zimo's indifferent attitude.
"Are you sick? Is that what you said? Didn't you say that I should never have any ideas about her? "
"Now is another time. She is the one who wants to leave. Do you think I, Ye Zimo, still need a woman? She's gone, and I won't go after her. It's her own business who she wants to be with in the future. You can forget about trying to get us together, it's boring. "
"No, Ye Zimo, you still haven't told me why you two broke up. I can't think of any reason why you should break up after all this time. "
Ye Zimo took two deep puffs on her cigarette, which might numb his pain perception a little.
Every word he said now would definitely make that woman sad, but he had to say that he would only treat her well if he let her have enough pain at once.
"She threatened me. You should know that I am not threatened by women. She said that if Soong Wanting was here, she would leave. She doesn't want to be a stepmother anymore. " Ye Zimo said calmly.
"I can't see anything wrong with her threatening you. She had done well enough. What woman could tolerate such a chaotic relationship? As for Soong Wanting, who didn't know that she wasn't an honest person. Xia Yihan must have been driven into a corner by her, to the point of having no choice but to say such words. You're usually so smart, why don't you understand this? If she doesn't like Soong Wanting, you can just tell her to scram, right? "
Ye Zimo could tell that Hai Zhixuan was really worried. Judging from his agitated attitude, he did care a lot about Xia Yihan.
He smoked two more mouthfuls before slowly saying, "It seems like Mr Hai only thinks about the love between a man and a woman. When you become a father, you will know why you made such a decision."
"So what if you're a father? You can just let Soong Wanting do whatever she wants in your house. Let her spoil your child? "There's a lot of people getting divorced, but I don't see anyone leaving their ex-wives at home …"
"Enough, there's no need to say anymore." My child needs breast milk, needs a mother, and the parents of the child have no choice. " Ye Zimo interrupted Hai Zhixuan impatiently.
"What do you mean? So you're not going to take responsibility for Xia Yihan? It's not like your character to just let it go. "
"For my son, I am the only father. For a woman, there can be no one without me. For example, you, as well as Lee Heetai, can have a lot of people pursuing her, so there's no need for me to take responsibility for her. Seeing how determined she is to leave, I'm afraid she is also thinking of finding a simple man to live with. "
Xia Yihan didn't know when the tears had started streaming down her face. All she knew was that her heart was in pain. If she hadn't forcefully suppressed them, she would have rushed out to interrogate Ye Zimo.
Did he really think so? Why was he so heartless?
But what reason do you have to question him? What did he say wrong? You're the one who can't tolerate Soong Wanting anymore, you're the one who wants to leave. Who has the duty to love you forever?
Hai Zhixuan couldn't help but swear. He grabbed Ye Zimo's collar and said fiercely: "Stop talking nonsense here, what kind of bullsh * t reason is that? I can't think why you have to leave Song at home. You're still interested in her? "
Ye Zimo stretched out her hand to break Hai Zhixuan's hand, but her attitude was still calm.
"It's hard to say. If it's for the child's own good, then the child's birth parents might love each other, which would benefit the child's growth the most."
"Bullshit!" Hai Zhixuan punched towards Ye Zimo's face, but he tilted his head and dodged the punch. He really wanted to be beaten up, but he didn't want Xia Yihan to see that he was looking for a beating on purpose.
"Don't be crazy, you're the one who called them over. Go back and entertain the guests, I'm leaving too."
As Ye Zimo was about to leave, Hai Zhixuan used more strength in his hand and got angry at his untruthful behavior.
"Tell me the truth. If you don't tell me the reason, I'll teach you a lesson in Xia Yihan's place!" Hai Zhixuan said and raised his fist again.
"Let him go!" Xia Yihan couldn't bear to watch any longer. She wiped her tears away and ran over to them.
When Hai Zhixuan turned around to look at Xia Yihan, Ye Zimo frowned and instantly let go.
He turned his head, doing his best to conceal the throbbing in his heart when he saw Xia Yihan face to face with her. He merely swept an indifferent glance over her.
"Did you hear what he said? "Don't believe him, he said it on purpose." Hai Zhixuan let go of Ye Zimo and walked towards her.
The light was not on and he could not see the tears on her face, but he could imagine that she must have been crying because she had heard Ye Zimo's heartless words.
He knew best how much Xia Yihan loved Ye Zimo. Hai Zhixuan had found out before Ye Zimo even knew that the little girl was in love with him.
It was unknown where Xia Yihan got the strength from, but she actually pulled her lips and smiled, feigning elegance as she spoke, "Zhixuan, what he said is not wrong." You should be able to think it through. If he was willing to let Soong Wanting go, then I wouldn't have left. I thought that I would never be able to forget him after I left. Fortunately, it was just that in that short period of time, I had pretty much forgotten about it. "
"Why is the nasal sound so heavy?" Hai Zhixuan asked.
"I …" Xia Yihan did not know how to respond to Hai Zhixuan's question.
She didn't want Ye Zimo to think that she couldn't forget. She also had her own pride. She was already acting like she didn't care about her, but he kept emphasizing the importance of her child and Soong Wanting. If she still couldn't forget him, then what was she?
"I was touched by what you had just said to me. Hai, I will carefully consider your suggestion. Actually, I don't have no feelings for you at all. Do you remember? We were in Hainan at the time, and we went for a walk on the beach. You take me to the best restaurant and I think back on those things that were really romantic. "
Ye Zimo's hand clenched into a fist. Xia Yihan, on the other hand, didn't have the courage to look at him.
She could only keep talking to make him feel better. Hai Zhixuan only remembered that she always thought of Ye Zimo when she was daydreaming. He didn't think that Xia Yihan was interested in him at all.
Both of them were speaking in a very insincere manner, and he looked extremely anxious.
"Yihan, it's not good for you to do this. If you are really interested in me, I am honored, but I still want to wait until both of you are thoroughly finished before I truly pursue you. "You guys talk, I'll go back first." Hai Zhixuan sighed in his heart and turned around to leave, but Xia Yihan walked over to his side and stubbornly said, "We've talked. There's nothing else to say. I'll go back with you."
As she took Hai Zhixuan's arm, Hai Zhixuan felt her body trembling. It seemed that her words to Ye Zimo had consumed too much of her energy.
"I'd like to take you back." Hai Zhixuan looked at Xia Yihan with sincerity.
"I'll take you back now. You won't be able to sleep well at night. "Let's talk about it. I'll come out to pick you up when I need to." Hai Zhixuan reached out his hand and gently removed Xia Yihan's hand.
Xia Yihando tried to lean on his arm to give herself some strength, but Hai Zhixuan insisted, so she could only take two deep breaths to stabilize her body.
Ye Zimo had been looking at Xia Yihan with an indifferent expression the entire time, but his heart was in turmoil. The calmer his expression was, the more agitated his heart was.
Seeing his woman hold Hai Zhixuan's arm for help made him want to give both of them a good beating.
Xia Yihan stood there quietly and pretended to be calm as she looked at Ye Zimo. Their gazes met in the air.
Cold and detached, hurting each other's hearts at the same time. However, they were both hoping that their gazes would become colder.
The silence continued, and she heard his heavy breathing, and he heard hers.
He was so close that if he took a step forward and held her close and kissed her, she would still be his woman.
This step was even harder than ascending to Heaven. Xia Yihan's tears and her words had shaken his heart that day, and he would never take this step again.
Perhaps it was because they couldn't bear to leave each other that they stood there coldly. At the very least, they could see each other's appearance and hear each other's breathing.
After an unknown amount of time, Xia Yihan finally said in an extremely calm manner, "I really don't have anything I want to talk to you about. I guess you don't either. See you later. Brother Heetai is waiting for me."
Of course, he could tell that she was purposely talking about Brother Heetai. In the entire banquet, she had been trying to find a way to get to know Lee Heetai and Zhong Yunchang. It wasn't like he didn't know that.
"I do have a few things I want to tell you. Otherwise, why don't you take a seat over there?" Ye Zimo looked in the other direction. There was a long lounge chair there, similar to the chair under the lilac tree in Ye Zimo's villa.
The two of them had so many memories under the lilac tree, often taking walks there after dinner, leaning on each other.
She remembered that he would put his hand in her hair and gently rub her scalp, and that she would always close her eyes and enjoy the unique love he had given her.
Why is it that beautiful things are always so short, so quickly turned into memories?
If she had known this would happen, she would have asked him to sit there with her for a while longer. Or she shouldn't have closed her eyes. She should have looked at him.
Xia Yihan, you're still thinking about this even now.
She didn't object, but Ye Zimo was the first to go. She looked at his majestic back, and her heart ached again and again.
If she took another step forward, she would hug him from behind and tell him she didn't want to, what would happen to their tomorrow?
It was just a thought. She wouldn't do that again.
She should immediately turn around and not follow him. Whether she could not bear to see his back or not, she should silently follow his footsteps.
They sat down on a bench at least one person's distance, the furthest they had ever been.
There was another moment of silence. Xia Yihan was about to say that if there was nothing else, she would leave first, but he saw through her intention. He then said softly, "I wanted to ask you, why didn't you agree to his request? Hai Zhixuan is not bad, his family is good, his family is well off... You know all that. Leaving him aside, you want to consider Lee Heetai? "
Xia Yihan bitterly smiled and retorted, "Is this matter related to you? Or do you want to see me find someone else, so that you can be at ease and not feel that you have reneged on your oath? Ye Zimo, please don't ask me such a question in the future. As you said, we broke up, and I don't think it's necessary for us to meet again. I just happened to meet her today, and I hope we'll never see each other again. I can't be friends with you as if nothing has happened. Goodbye! "
Ye Zimo stretched out her hand, but before she could even touch her, she had already held on to the chair and slowly sat back down.
His heart was gripped tightly by her, and he didn't know how he managed to suppress the urge to hug her.
"Don't be in such a hurry to leave, didn't Hai Zhixuan say he would come and pick you up? I'll go first. " Ye Zimo said indifferently as she stood up and left without any hesitation.
She didn't dare look at his back. Tears had already started rolling down her cheeks when he turned around.
Xia Yihan thought of a song in her heart: "We agreed not to let go of each other's hand, but reality has said that love is not enough. When we reach the fork in the road, you turn left and right, we all struggle to not look back …"
Ye Zimo, will time make us forget each other? Will one day, when I face you, there will be no more tears, the heart will not be a ripple.
If that day ever comes, I think, I won't feel the soreness, and I won't feel the happiness.
You bastard. You took away my heart. From then on, my heart is always empty … In a place he couldn't hear, she let herself cry.
Xia Yihan, just cry. Tears don't mean weakness. After crying, don't shed a single tear for him. Anyway, he has his son and his son's mother. You are someone he doesn't need.
Even if she knew that no one had the duty to love her for the rest of their lives, she would still feel a bit resentful when she faced him turning around so decisively.
It was still August. It was so hot, but she felt cold all over.
Ye Zimo can no longer warm you, Xia Yihan, you have to learn to warm yourself.
She leaned on the chair and cried for who knows how long. Finally, she felt a warm hand on her hair, gently stroking it.
The sensation was very similar to Ye Zimo's, but she knew that it wasn't the case. She knew him too well to think of anyone as him.
When she raised her head and saw Lee Heetai looking at her with a gentle and loving gaze, Xia Yihan's heart ached and she whispered, "Brother Heetai, I'm sorry …"
"Silly Girl." Lee Heetai called out dotingly as he reached out his arms to hug Xia Yihan, allowing her to lean on him.
She had looked cold, and was even trembling. The fact that she could be so cold on such a hot summer day showed how much influence that man had had on her.
He really shouldn't have brought her to see Ye Zimo. The two of them probably wouldn't be able to reconcile now, at least in the short term.
"Yihan, I'll take you to Australia." She was tired. She really didn't want to go on like this. She couldn't take it anymore.
Xia Yihan nodded. "Alright, let's go to Australia."
"Let's go home now." Lee Heetai held Xia Yihan's hand naturally.
It was a feeling of being somewhere between an older brother and a lover. At this moment, Xia Yihan was powerless to tell why he was so good to her.
She wanted to be selfish for once, even if it was just for a short period of time. She wanted to rely on the help of someone else to temporarily forget about Ye Zimo.
It took time and time to get a passport, and Xia Yihan almost took over Lee Heetai's assistant's job while they were waiting. She kept herself busy. As long as she had some spare time, she would think of that person.
Regret grew within her day by day. If she still couldn't go abroad, she might just impulsively go looking for Ye Zimo.
It was said that Ye Zimo had also left the country, that was something she had overheard in the company. As for where she was going, she did not know, nor did she want to know.
In short, since the night they had parted, they had been completely cut off from each other.
Lee Heetai was carefully protecting her, trying his best to prevent her from thinking about that person.
Having completed the procedures for going abroad, the itinerary plan was personally done by Lee Heetai.
He was familiar with Australia, had been there for two years, had been to famous sights in Australia, and had been there more than once.
With such a leisurely environment, he thought that it would definitely be able to help Xia Yihan.
Xia Yihan looked out the window as the plane flew through the clouds on its way to Melbourne. The sky was so blue that the sun burned her eyes, which was why she couldn't hold back her tears. She told herself that it was no longer tears for Ye Zimoli.
She didn't want anyone to see her cry, so Lee Heetai pretended not to see anything and quietly picked up the computer's magazine and started flipping through it.
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It was tiring to fly for more than ten hours. However, the biggest advantage of tiredness was that Xia Yihan could fall asleep.
Even if she was sleeping, she couldn't escape from Ye Zimo in her dreams. In the end, she wasn't as sad and helpless as she was in reality. She would always dream of beautiful times.
The hotel had long since been booked. When they arrived at Melbourne, they immediately checked in.
The next morning the official trip began. The air in the country was very good, and when they arrived it was early autumn, September weather, and the weather was pleasant.
Xia Yihan felt the purity of the air, always trying to smile, but the heart is still sad.
It turns out that if you want to forget someone, even if you go to the ends of the earth, you won't forget them.
The scenery on the street was different from that in China. There were many things that were very novel. For example, the local truck was a bit like a Transformer, and its appearance was a lot better than in China.
However, Xia Yihan turned a blind eye to these novelties.
Fortunately, Lee Heetai had the attitude of accompanying her in her leisure time. He didn't talk much, and would occasionally introduce some interesting stories, which she would pretend to listen to with interest.
Xia Yihan had not been in a good condition lately, and she had lost a lot of weight.
Afraid that she would be tired, Lee Heetai arranged the trip very slowly. In his words, he wanted to take her on a deep journey.
They stayed in Melbourne for two or three days, during which time he took her to the University of Melbourne.
Xia Yihan would occasionally feel as if someone else was watching her, but she didn't know who it was. When she turned around to look, it was as if she didn't see any familiar faces.
This had happened several times since they arrived in Melbourne.
Sometimes she wondered vaguely if Ye Zimo had followed her to Australia because she was worried.